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I was browsing around the net and found this kind of generator thing at http://www.brunching.com/alanislyrics.html. You just submit some words in the form and it will create song lyrics, Alanis Morrisstte’s syle. Haha, it was kindof funny. I was bored with my work i was doing and came up with words relating to it. Here is the song that the web created:

“Will to Live”

I feel miserable
Managers make me ill
I feel miserable
Bosses tear at my foundations
I feel miserable
Work loads are dragging me down to the depths of misery
I want to die

Is it because of work that I feel this way?
With the blue rays of misery pounding on my brain?
Or am I lost in tale of robert frost, adrift far from home
I don’t think so, I don’t think so.

You Broke My Will to Live
You Broke My Will to Live
You Broke My Will to Live
I was getting better but then
You Broke My Will to Live

I feel miserable
Deadlines rot the flesh from my bones
I feel miserable
Work overtime defeat my purpose
I feel miserable
Papers are doing their best to impale my soul
I want to die

Is it because of work that I feel this way?
With the blue rays of misery pounding on my brain?
Am I lost in tale of robert frost, adrift far from home
I don’t think so, I don’t think so.

You Broke My Will to Live
You Broke My Will to Live
Oh God, you Broke My Will to Live
I was getting better but then
You Broke My Will to Live

Hahah, work broke my will to live?? I don’t think so…

aku ingin berpuisi
tapi aku takut mengungkap kata hati
aku ingin berpuisi
tapi aku tak bisa merangkai kata yang berarti

aku bisa berpuisi
tapi aku tak mau mengumbar suara hati
aku bisa berpuisi
tapi aku tidak mau orang lain mengetahui
aku bisa berpuisi
tapi mungkin tidak sebagus sutardji calzoum bachri

aku suka berpuisi
karena aku hanya ingin bercerita sendiri
aku suka berpuisi
karena puisi tidak butuh pungtuasi
aku suka berpuisi
tapi yang kutulis jelek sekali
aku suka berpuisi
dan aku tidak peduli

I found these four-leaf clovers in a paddy field in Blora. There was A LOT of them in the paddy field. If a four-leaf clover does mean luck, then I should get good luck after finding some, hehe.

Trying to do the Nina way

Old paradigm: It is burdening and hard to do

New paradigm: It is something you can have fun with

Hope it will work.

Just being silly (er, or creative i would say, haha).

Be tough Nina..sometimes the mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand..

Square, yellow, holds water

Square, white, holds air

Fake Spongebob from snack box my friend and I made during a friend’s thesis seminar. We were kindof bored, so we made this. Well at least we didn’t make any noise there ;).

I wonder why they put balls in this dress. It looks kindof funny and silly. I wonder what the dress maker thinks. I dont think I have balls to wear a dress with balls like that. Or maybe I don’t need balls because I already have more balls from the dress? Haha. If so, then the dress is a weird yet genius idea, I can say.

I like Japanese food. Not that much, though. I think the dishes have funny names. Consider sukiyaki. Do you think it sounds like “sucky-yucky”? hahah. How about teri-yucky, or yucky-niku. Hey, did I just make you lose your appetite for Japanese food anyways?

I cooked squid teriyaki last time, and when I was asked what the name of my cooking was, I simply said “squid teri-yummy”. Sounds cooler, eh?

This is a public restroom in Parang Tritis beach area, Jogjakarta. They charge you if you need to use it. Many public restrooms in Indonesia charge you money. Here in this place you have to pay Rp 1500 for a shower, Rp 1000 for washing, and Rp 2000 for toilet business. I wonder if you do all those three at once: take a shower, wash your body, and use the toilet at once. That would cost you Rp 4500. Wow. Well, no one knows what you do inside, so I guess you can just say you only wash your hands there and pay Rp 1000. They won’t know you take a shower or do other business inside, unless there’s a hidden camera and some guy monitoring you outside :P.